LE(t's)GO HOME: DECEMBER 15, 12:50AM, Spring Lake, Michigan

I am in my childhood bedroom with the fan on and the lights off and just the light and smell of my candle. I can take a deep breath.

I left early because I accidentally got myself into a weird sketchy situation and it was fine but freaked me out. Guy from tinder who picked me up and we went to get a lego set from Walmart.....? I was actually so scared I was going to be kidnapped. Woman-napped, I guess. Napped. After that I had to get tf out of town. So weird. I wish he would've left the lego thing though-- why was it kind of fun. I picked out a chrysanthemum. He was surprised it rolled off my tongue but my mom has grown those in our yard my whole life.

And now I'm home! And I see my parents and my grandparents and cousins and they are so special and we all are so present because it is such a marvel to see one another and we all recognize it to be that way.

My grandparents

a haiku

Blossom and LuLu
pumpkin bars are warming up
We visit and laugh